My whole sleeping schedule has really taken a toll on my babies as well. Mowgli tries to get mom up every now and then but it just doesn't work. I don't think he likes sleeping this much either. I don't really think Piper cares one way or the other as long as I get up to take her outside. Mowgli needs his play time though so I feel really bad. Hopefully I can get back to some normalcy and then he will be a little more upbeat as well.
On a good note, this morning I have kicked some major ass on my scarf. :) Yester-morning, I had to undo 16 rows of it because I had somehow added an extra stitch in there. I seriously stared and debated if I should just leave it. But being the perfectionist that I am, I unraveled the 16 rows and wanted to cry while doing so. This morning, I made up for that and then some! I am actually almost out of that particular yarn, so I need to buy another roll? What exactly do you call those? I'm new to this crocheting thing. I have a few other ones that I can use to make other scarves. So when I run out of this one, on to a new one for a bit. I'm pretty excited to see what the other ones will look like once they are woven together.
I also would like to start recording some music again. I was working on some stuff recently but that ended up not working out. I don't understand why people won't just let me do what I love and what I want to do. Everyone wants me to do originals and it's just not something that I'm passionate about right now. I want to record songs that I love and that made me feel something. Songs that when I heard them for the first time, I thought, "I HAVE to record this!" I don't need cheesy props or a crazy stage behind me. I just want to stand on stage and sing. I just want to go into a booth and sing. I just want to fucking sing! So, for those who were looking forward to hearing new songs from me, it will probably be a while. Now, the person I was working with wants to charge me for the songs I recorded. That wasn't the deal originally, but because I didn't do what they wanted me to, they are acting this way. My dad warned me a little bit. He said that this person would change their mind. Oh well. He can keep the fucking tracks. I just hope that he doesn't expect me to give him praise when someone asks me about him or his work. His work is great, don't get me wrong. But that doesn't mean anything when the person behind it isn't pleasant to work with. They really sucked all of the fun out of the process for me and that's a pretty tough thing to do. And now I'm done venting about that! Haha. So, if anyone knows of anyone that records music and does it well, if they would like to help me out, that would be amazing! Music is always a mood lifter and we all know I can use as much as I can of that right now.
Also, for those who read my blog, please feel free to leave your thoughts and comments. I'm amazed that I'm getting as many hits as I am, but if you like what you read or you can relate, I would love to hear your stories as well. This is all about sharing and relating. And if you are reading this, I just want you to know that I appreciate it. Even the simple act of you reading my words makes me feel like I'm being heard in some sort of capacity. So I just want to say that you're awesome and thank you. <3
A little Christina love!
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