Butterflies

Ahahaha! Just kidding. Kind of.

My classes are absolutely kicking my ass right now. So I am attempting to study harder, as you can tell by the fact that I am choosing to write a blog post about it instead of studying. :) No, I really am trying to soak up everything as much as I can. It's just tough for me to retain so much in such a short time period. I may need some encouragement to get through this. It would be appreciated. I'm having mini panic attacks right before and during tests, so I think I need to talk to my doctor about that. I think that could be part of the reason why I'm not doing as well as I'd like to. I sit down and my brain just goes blank, my heart feels like it's going to pound out of my chest and I have a little trouble breathing. Not a lot. My chest just feels a little tight. I never used to get this when I took tests. It's crazy and I hate it. 

This past weekend was awesome! Thursday after class, I went out to dinner at B-Dub's and then got to sit in a nice, relaxing hot tub. It was amazing! Friday was spent watching movies with the same person. We've made mental lists for each other of movies that we think the other person needs to watch. He had me watch The Sandlot and Good Will Hunting, since I had never watched either before. I had him watch Grandma's Boy. :) It was a lot of fun and I really enjoyed it. I can't wait to do it again. Saturday, I went out to a couple bars with my dad to listen to some bands. I really enjoy doing that with him. Someone came up to my dad to ask if I was his daughter or his girlfriend. It was hilarious and weird. Haha. 

I still have no idea what I'm going to do for my birthday. I should probably start trying to figure that out. :/ While I still have more that I could write about, it's time for me to get back to studying. I have a couple more big tests this week. Wish me luck!

Christina <3

OBSESSED!