Frozen

I've been feeling down the last few days. I'm not sure why it's happening. The dreams I've been having probably don't help. At this very moment, I feel like I am frozen in place. I honestly don't feel like moving from this spot I'm in. I'm not sure I could. I just want to cry and I want someone to hold me while I do. I had been feeling good, and I know there will be down days, so I guess I can't really complain. It's just tough because these are the days that it's really hard to get myself out of bed or get myself to move. If I can get up and move around, I usually find myself just pacing back and forth, trying to figure out what to do with myself. If I could get any sort of decent sleep, I would just do that. 

I really hope that this feeling passes soon. I can't go right back into another breakdown.