My Words #4

New

Starting over
Clean slate
Anything is possible
Leaving it to fate

Tired of disappointments 
Tired of let downs
No more going in circles
No more run-arounds

Need a new beginning
Need a new day
Need to feel new
Some how, Some way

Need someone
To take my hand
When I fall
Need somewhere to land

Wanting and waiting
For someone to catch me
Waiting so long
Feels like eternity

10-29-03

Not Worthy Of Me

You'd think I'd know better
I should know by now
I always fool myself
Into believing in what I've found

But my thanks goes out to you
For opening my eyes
Making me remember
And once again realize

You've justified my distrust
And made my walls stronger
So thanks a lot
For making my search longer

At least now I know
That's you're not for me
I deserve much better
Now I definitely see

You're not worth my time
There were too many lies you fed
You're not worth my tears
So don't expect any to be shed

To me, you're nothing
You no longer exist
You don't deserve me
Now you'll miss my kiss

11-26-03

Anything I Do

Two steps forward
Three steps back
Nothing is ever good enough
With you, there's always something that I lack

Will I ever be good enough?
Will you ever be satisfied?
Or is this the best I could do?
Is this the hardest I could have tried?

You're never happy
With anything I do
So I'm done trying
And I'm done with you

9-27-04

The One Who Loves You

I still think about you
Every now and then
How things should have
And could have been

I wonder if you miss me
Or if I've been erased from your memory
If I ever did anything wrong
I wish you could know that I'm sorry

I'd give up anything
To have one more chance with you
But she seems to make you happy
So I'll just stay out of view

Just remember that when it ends
The one who loves you is still here
Ready and willing
To hold you near

3-15-05